206.163.57.45 writes:

Hi Everyone!

I have good news! My tumors haven't grown any, and my bone scan came back negative! The cancer is staying inactive so far...I have another request to add to my good news--My sister, Julie is in a bad way. I feel that she is headed for a breakdown. She is depressed and erratic--along with a complete personality change. My mom also thinks she has started drinking and/or using drugs to cope with all the stress she is under. I also think she is suicidal. She has cut herself off from the family, and almost didn't make it for Christmas. Please pray for her--she got fired from her job yesterday too. My mom also needs prayer--she is under a lot of pressure lately. My sister has gone off the deep end, my brother was sentenced to 42 months in prison last week, and I have terminal cancer. It's more than she can bear. She (and my sis) don't want to see a counselor or a doctor...and I have tried my hardest to convince them, but it is impossible. Please pray for my brother, sister, and mother... I don't know what else to do for them. PLEASE!

One thing my mom said tonight surprised me--she said that I have had a major attitude change since I have had my computer. I gave my HOLAS family all the credit for it...I have been uplifted and loved by all of you, and I thank you soooooo much! Love you all!

Jo

whirlgrl@pacifier.com Jo, prayers sent for all of your family dear. Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 04:43:30

204.97.174.173 writes:

Hey lady, the only attitude I've seen is a good one; you keep it because you need it more than ever if you're going to fight off those nasties within that are giving you crap! (((((((Jo))))))) Glad to hear that you got some good news in the middle of all that other stuff. Will keep those prayers going always.

BTW-Give your mom a hug from me, tell her that as a mother and a grand mother, I know what it feels like to worry about your kids. Even if they are all grown up, they're still your kids.

Peace, and keep those LOVE lights glowing! Betty Lee

nightowl1324@yahoo.com WW says... Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 07:18:52

204.116.58.168 writes:

Jo, I will raise prayers for Julie and your Mom, and dear, as always you are included too. It is kind of you to say that about the HOLAS family, but also realize how you have enriched our lives too.. Love is sent to you In the Light of the Spirit.

Wind Walker

Your choice-- and theirs! ~Joel Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 07:23:56

209.51.167.36 writes:

Dear Jody,

Just as you have a will of your own, so do they. You can offer help, but if they don't take it, that is their right and you have done ALL you can without being a real pest. Don't kick yourself for that. Be there when they ask (unless they are taking undue advantage of you) and let them do what they have deliberately chosen! Consequences are not your responsibility!!! *HUGS*

Joel joberg@pouch.com

Joel, this is great advice-sandy nfm (07-Jan-98 14:26:14)

So glad to hear your news Jo!! I'll keep you and your family in my prayers!! *hugs* Cricket (nm) (07-Jan-98 07:30:43)

You have been in my heartfelt prayers...so glad to hear your good report. Prayers, too for the rest of your family...Love, Lady Jane Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 08:21:38

153.35.194.218 writes:

sittings@gte.net Oh Jo, that's such great news, and I will....(Janet) Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 08:45:00

137.149.64.186 writes:

definitely keep your family on my "list" of those who need support right now. I am so pleased to hear that you are definitely holding your own, I don't for one minute doubt your strength of spirit and determination. Good for you girl! I don't have the knowledge to dole out advice to you, and I know you have better sources than me, but when it comes to my support Jo, you've sure got it. Your Mom and Sis both have my sympathies and good thoughts. Look after yourself Jo, don't take on too much stress OK? You've got that Mardi-boy to look after:-) Love and hugs across the phone lines and miles, Janet.

jbarry@pei.sympatico.ca Jo....Love and prayers to you and your family..((((hugs))) love you `rainbow nfm (07-Jan-98 09:27:12) JO! *jumping up and down* what wonderful news about the scan. So "VERY HAPPY" for you. I will add your mom & sis to my prayers. luvya BJ nfm (07-Jan-98 10:50:55) Oh Jo, .... Rachel Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 11:10:33

205.236.86.228 writes:

Jo, you don't know how HAPPY I am to learn about your news..I am so happy I have tears in my eyes.. I love you sis, an dwish sooooooo hard and pray constantly for you.. you are such a wonderfull person, I ahve enjoyed talking to you in #Holas, it feels we are close friends or more close sisters... and hey,..my invitation is always open for you to come along with me to visit my home.

I will pray for your mom, sis and bro, so God can give them streinght to deal with what they are facing.

I AM SOOOO HAPPY FOR YOUR NEWS *HUGS*

love you

Rachel Jo happy with your news...and will keep your family and you in my prayers...Love and Hugs, Pam...nm (07-Jan-98 11:58:09)

Love to hear the GOOD News! Thanks, Jo. Will be praying for continued good results and for your family. Love and Peace. ...o~O^O...tryker ... eom (07-Jan-98 12:01:57)

Jo, I am so happy at your good news! Prayers going out for your sis and mom. What a load your mother is under! Teri P nfm (07-Jan-98 12:37:54)

One thing my mom said tonight surprised me--she said that I have had a major attitude change since I have had my computer. I gave my HOLAS family all the credit for it...I have been uplifted and loved by all of you, and I thank Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 12:44:23

208.145.184.156 writes:

This was so good I wanted to put in out on the front page!!!

Dear, dear Jo, I feel for your mother and sister. Our human hearts are not built to bear such suffering. Without turning it all over to the Lord (who has promised to carry our burdens FOR us) life can look very bleak indeed. Having loving supportive friends around to remind you that Prayer is an essential way of obtaining that peace is so important too.

You're post thrilled me as we so often feel that there is so little we out here in cyberspace can do; yet I know you speak from the heart in what I quoted from your post in this subject line. It fills me with Joy just knowing that you have found at "attitude change" and that we have had some small part in it.

Now my prayer is that thru YOU, your mom and sister will find the way to be a whole person in this broken world, even when things go wrong.

If a letter of encouragement to either or both of them would help, just let me know privately.

And I feel our prayers have been answered with a "yes" as to the bone scan. All prayers are answered, but sometimes the answer is not the one we want. But when we ask Him to keep us in His hands, NOTHING can happen to us that is without a reason, even if we can't understand what it is now. Someday we will.

For example. Look at our dear Missy. She was little a precious seed planted in the garden, and her influence has grown into this lovely flowerbed of friends! What a blessing ever her illnes turned out to be for US! If she had stayed well and strong, perhaps there are hundreds and hundreds of now close friends who might never have enjoyed the bonds that nurture is now. And we WILL see Missy again, all well and strong, so it will all work out well in the happily ever after!

Love, Mele Malimali@extremezone.com

Re: My Bone Scan and Chest X-Rays.....GOOD News! Jo...Aloha Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 13:00:04

206.127.241.137 writes:

Aloha Jo...That's encouraging news for sure..Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May you all be filled and surrounded with peace, love and strength. Love andAloha.... "gecko"

Don..."daGecko"/donschut@ilhawaii.net Re: My Bone Scan and Chest X-Rays.....GOOD News! Jo Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 16:07:46

199.173.71.60 writes:

Jo, so glad to hear some good news from you. However, I'm sad to hear about your sister and brother. Your poor mother does have a lot to contend with now.

I'll pray for all of you - you all need it.

Love, Gary

ezs@usa.net Dear Jo... Wednesday, 07-Jan-98 21:46:06

207.30.56.76 writes:

I am so glad at your news.. as to your family, I am beginning to understand their emotions..Our family is facing cancer too. All I can say is they are each coping (or not coping) in their own way. Maybe if you told them you needed them, maybe this would help. I don't know..but do know I am here if you need me.. Love you, Laney By the way, you do have a wonderful attitude!

buzybee@cheerful.com

Jo, Your news is great..but I will certainly pray for your family just as I do for you..Love you much..Miki (nm) (07-Jan-98 22:06:05)

My CAT scan results....Jo Thursday, 29-Jan-98 14:09:45

206.163.4.28 writes:

Hey Family...

I have good news and bad news...The good news is first, OK? I have NO cancer in my back...my soft tissues (muscles, ligaments, etc.) are all clear. The pain that I have been having is from severe muscle spasms caused by the tumor in my lung. The bad news is that the tumor in my lung has grown to the size of a lemon...That is VERY BAD news for me...my doctor suggested chemo. *cryinginfear* He said it would be easier to take than the last course (YEAH RIGHT), but there is only a 10-20% chance of the chemo working on the tumor. That is the only option I have--and will give him my decision when I return from Palm Springs and Disneyland. Please know that I cherish the love and caring I get from all of you, and at the risk of sounding ungrateful, this situation is very painful for me to talk about--I have you you all that I know...and that means EVRYTHING--so please don't ask any more questions than you have to. I have no other treatment options other than another course of chemo...the doctors have done all they can do for me. Thanks and I LOVE you all! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Jo

Jo whirlgrl@pacifier.com

My prayers are with you and I respect you for whatever decision you make. Love you Peggy (29-Jan-98 14:57:29)

Continued prayers for you Jo-sandy nfm (29-Jan-98 15:16:07)

Re: My thoughts and prayers are with you Jo *hugs and love* ~ Kim (nfm) (29-Jan-98 15:44:01)

I'll pray harder then ever my friend..Love you sis...Julie nfm (29-Jan-98 17:04:05)

Love you Jo....Miki (nm) (29-Jan-98 17:13:47)

Re:..Jo....Have a fun time, enjoy, would love to go with you....BIG HUGS. BLESSINGS, PEACE and LOVE,,,,,,,Joy(eom) (29-Jan-98 17:20:23) Re:

My CAT scan results....Jo (29-Jan-98 17:32:24) They say life is about choices. They forget that sometimes all the choices are bad. Praying for some painfree time with your family, and peace regarding the difficult decisions ahead. n/m sherry (29-Jan-98 18:27:06)

Prayers are with you Jo. Luvya bj nfm (29-Jan-98 18:41:56)

Prayers are on thier way Jo.....{{{{{{Hugs}}}}...Sunni (29-Jan-98 20:32:14)

Love you too Jo, and I'm with you 100%...love, prayers, hugs, whatever you need of me...I'm there! Grammy nfm (29-Jan-98 20:56:13)

CAT scan results-Arden (29-Jan-98 22:29:25) Jo, I have no right to tell you this..but.. (29-Jan-98 22:48:57) I'm praying like heck for that 10-20% Jo....you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. They aren't great odds but we'll ALL try our best to improve them for you. I hope you have a good trip to Disneyland. Laughter is one of the best medicines I know of..say "Hi" to "the mouse" for me... Love, Light, & Healing Energy to You, -Arden

I love you Jo *tears*... I will pray for you and for a miracle... hope you have fun in Palm spring and Disney land *hugs*.. RAchel n/m (29-Jan-98 22:50:58)

Oh, Joy...it's so hard to make decisions when you don't really like the choices...I do wish you an oasis and haven on your "get-away" that you might find the strength to make the decisions that need making. Remember, that courage is not the absence of fear but the ability to go on despite the fear! My prayers and loving thoughts for you..Silver nfm (30-Jan-98 02:16:45)

Jo, my prayers are always with you and I pray that God ease your anxiety as well. (((((Jo))))) - Betty NFM (30-Jan-98 08:06:04)

Jo ~ My prayers are with you. You must do what YOU think is best. Try to enjoy your trip and please let us hear from you when you return.~ Renee (nfm) (30-Jan-98 08:30:32) Re:

Jo, keeping you in my prayers, ..Love, Cindy {eom} (30-Jan-98 08:49:24)

My prayers are with you and I respect you for whatever decision you make. Love you Peggy (29-Jan-98 14:57:29)

Continued prayers for you Jo-sandy nfm (29-Jan-98 15:16:07)

Re: My thoughts and prayers are with you Jo *hugs and love* ~ Kim (nfm) (29-Jan-98 15:44:01)

I'll pray harder then ever my friend..Love you sis...Julie nfm (29-Jan-98 17:04:05)

Love you Jo....Miki (nm) (29-Jan-98 17:13:47)

Re:..Jo....Have a fun time, enjoy, would love to go with you....BIG HUGS. BLESSINGS, PEACE and LOVE,,,,,,,Joy(eom) (29-Jan-98 17:20:23)

Re: My CAT scan results....Jo (29-Jan-98 17:32:24)

They say life is about choices. They forget that sometimes all the choices are bad. Praying for some painfree time with your family, and peace regarding the difficult decisions ahead. n/m sherry (29-Jan-98 18:27:06)

Prayers are with you Jo. Luvya bj nfm (29-Jan-98 18:41:56)

Prayers are on thier way Jo.....{{{{{{Hugs}}}}...Sunni (29-Jan-98 20:32:14)

Love you too Jo, and I'm with you 100%...love, prayers, hugs, whatever you need of me...I'm there! Grammy nfm (29-Jan-98 20:56:13)

Re: Your CAT scan results-Arden (29-Jan-98 22:29:25) Jo, I have no right to tell you this..but.. (29-Jan-98 22:48:57)

I love you Jo *tears*... I will pray for you and for a miracle... hope you have fun in Palm spring and Disney land *hugs*.. RAchel n/m (29-Jan-98 22:50:58)

Oh, Joy...it's so hard to make decisions when you don't really like the choices...I do wish you an oasis and haven on your "get-away" that you might find the strength to make the decisions that need making. Remember, that courage is not the absence of fear but the ability to go on despite the fear! My prayers and loving thoughts for you..Silver nfm (30-Jan-98 02:16:45)

Jo, my prayers are always with you and I pray that God ease your anxiety as well. (((((Jo))))) - Betty NFM (30-Jan-98 08:06:04)

Jo ~ My prayers are with you. You must do what YOU think is best. Try to enjoy your trip and please let us hear from you when you return.~ Renee (nfm) (30-Jan-98 08:30:32)

Re: Jo, keeping you in my prayers, ..Love, Cindy {eom} (30-Jan-98 08:49:24)

Bon Voyage to Jo!!!! I'm off on my vacation! Monday, 02-Feb-98 02:21:50

206.163.4.203 writes:

Hey, Family!

I am leaving on a jet plane...and I will be back again on Monday, Feb. 9th. To all of you that don't know where I am headed, I am off to Palm Springs and Disneyland! I am being treated to this trip by some dear friends of mine, and am sooo excited to be going. I consider it to be my one last fling before the chemo starts--I have decided to go for that 10-20% chance of success--I plan on having a GREAT time, and will relay messages through Julie (jwls). I shall see you next week...and know that I am thinking of all of you--while having the time of my life, of course!

Love you all!

Jo

T-11

Jo whirlgrl@pacifier.com ======================================================= Hoot! Bon Voyage to Jo!!!! Have a good time. Know that we'll all be thinking of you having all that fun. We will be with you in spirit and when you return we'll be here waiting for you and praying too. -NFN Monday, 02-Feb-98 02:41:03

204.97.174.86 writes:

nightowl1324@yahoo.com ======================================================= Re: Bon Voyage to Jo!!!! Monday, 02-Feb-98 05:08:46

206.54.164.101 writes:

Our love, hugs and prayers will be with you.

Don't forget that baby is really going to miss you, so hurry back, and let's pray you well.

Love you.

Ann ======================================================= We will be thinking of you too!!! Have a Great Time!!! Love and Light, Lady Jane Monday, 02-Feb-98 06:16:51

153.35.194.238 writes:

sittings@gte.net ======================================================== WW says... We'll miss you, but have a great time... Love to you Jo-JoBees.. {N/M} Monday, 02-Feb-98 07:19:10

208.254.99.235 writes:

Wind Walker ======================================================== Jo - enjoy your trip. So happy that you decided to go for the treatment!! Have a great time - will see you when you get back. Love, Renee (nfm) Monday, 02-Feb-98 08:48:14

128.169.14.227 writes:

reneet@utk.edu ======================================================= Re: Have a safe trip ans LOTS of fun!! Luv ya! (nm)~Julie/Rascal Monday, 02-Feb-98 10:38:49

207.177.116.78 writes:

mikes@netins.net ======================================================= Will miss you, but with you in thought and prayer JOJO....bren nfm Monday, 02-Feb-98 11:00:25

209.172.210.88 writes: ======================================================= MELE JUMPS UP AND DOWN WITH EXCITMENT..Disneyland!!! I wanna come TOOOOOooooooooooo...........(say hi to Mickey for me!) Monday, 02-Feb-98 12:16:40

208.145.184.152 writes: ======================================================== Re: Jo...Have a wonderful time, I am so excited for you, been years since I been to disneyland, when the girls were small,...Have FFUUNNNnn.....Joy(eom) Monday, 02-Feb-98 15:12:45

209.48.94.190 writes: ======================================================== Have a great time and hurry home...julie/shabeck nfm Monday, 02-Feb-98 15:37:39

12.67.80.165 writes: ======================================================== Great Jo! Have a wonderful time..love you much.Miki (nm) Monday, 02-Feb-98 16:46:01

204.49.18.197 writes: ======================================================== So Happy for you JO!!... We are with you Sister... ((LOVE))Laney Monday, 02-Feb-98 19:21:06

207.30.56.42 writes: ========================================================

A post asking that info be relayed to JO if anyone hears from her.

======================================================= There's been a death in my family...More inside...Julie/shabeck Thursday, 05-Feb-98 13:34:31

12.67.0.192 writes:

Dear Family,

We just found out this morning that a close relative of my husband has lost her fight with cancer..We are heading out tonight to go to the funeral and will be out of town until Sunday. I am really stressing with all the things I have on me right now in order to get the family packed and on the road. We are saddened by the loss and hope that you will keep us in your prayers. I was to hear from Jo and still havent heard from her. If anyone hears from her, please tell her my news and tell her I won't be home until Sunday..Thank you for your love and prayers..

Julie =====================================================

A Message to all of you from our Dear Jo ~ (Cathi) Sunday, 08-Feb-98 21:38:52

206.173.247.20 writes:

Hi everyone! Just got off the phone from talking to our 'Sunshine' Jo, and she asked if her message from yesterday had made it to the board. She sent one via a cybercafe, so maybe it's delayed?? She wanted you all to know that she has been having alot of fun and has extended her stay until Wednesday, and will be home at 6:00 p.m. They spent two days at Disney and Jo even went on rides!! YIPPEE!!! Unfortunately, though, last night, the pain seems to have gotten worse in her ribcage area and I could certainly tell from her voice and she confirmed that the pain is getting worse. Could you all join in a 'family' prayer that the pain eases and that Jody gets to enjoy the last few days of this trip that she has been looking forward to for so long.. Also, I thought this was so wonderful - everytime Jo and her friends passed a fountain at Disneyland, they threw quarters in and made wishes, and we all know what everyone is wishing for.. so please, let's send our best wishes and our prayers for our dear Jo!

Love to you all from Jo,

and from Cathi

bovas@concentric.net ======================================================== Thanks for the update on Jo, will be praying for her and her family to have this as a wonderful memory. Sorry to hear she's hurting. sherry n/m Sunday, 08-Feb-98 22:08:48

209.30.15.154 writes: ======================================================== Re: Of course i'll be saying prayers!! Love to both!! ~ Kim (nfm) Sunday, 08-Feb-98 22:20:56

12.64.70.181 writes: ======================================================== Thanks Cathi...saying my prayers for Jo now. ...And for you my dear friend....Miki (nm) Sunday, 08-Feb-98 23:34:24

204.49.18.226 writes: ======================================================== You got it!! Thanks for keeoing us posted! (nfm)~Julie/Rascal Monday, 09-Feb-98 00:10:13

207.177.116.123 writes:

mikes@netins.net ======================================================== Thanks Cathi. Jo sent me the most delightful Valentine all hand drawn; I'll treasure it. And I hope she has a WONDERFUL time at Disneyland!! --Melé :o) .nm Monday, 09-Feb-98 01:01:54

208.145.184.78 writes: ======================================================== Here's praying that each coin they dropped in the fountains brings better health, less pain, and healing for Jo. - Gary nm Monday, 09-Feb-98 02:22:26

199.173.71.24 writes: ======================================================== Our prayers are always with Jo ~ (and Cathi, thanks for letting us know how she is doing- Betty NFM Monday, 09-Feb-98 06:46:16

204.97.171.45 writes:

nightowl1324@yahoo.com ======================================================== WW says... Jody.. if you read this.. Know my prayers are always with you... {N/M} Monday, 09-Feb-98 08:12:14

208.254.99.162 writes:

Wind Walker ======================================================== Hey California Girl I'm happy to hear you're having a good time. Kiss Mickey Mouse for me - Janet Monday, 09-Feb-98 08:46:29

137.149.64.186 writes: ======================================================== Im praying that Jo's NEXT trip to Disney is completely pain free also!-Arden, N/M Monday, 09-Feb-98 09:08:10

206.47.193.2 writes:

upnorth@total.net ======================================================== Thanks Cathi...my quarters are thrown for a wish...My prayers for our Jo...brend nfm Monday, 09-Feb-98 09:19:23

209.172.210.88 writes: ======================================================== Special prayers ascending for Jo - Love & Hugs - Joann n/m Monday, 09-Feb-98 09:38:14

165.254.214.44 writes:

gkhnh@ucs.net ======================================================== I am so glad she got in touch with us..I had to go out of town and missed her call...I keep her in my prayers always..Thanks for the post Cathi...Julie/shabeck nfm Monday, 09-Feb-98 10:02:12

12.67.80.243 writes: ======================================================== Cathi, thanks for letting us know about Jo..we have been worried about not hearing from her...hope she is able to have some fun....Love and Hugs, Pammie...nm Monday, 09-Feb-98 11:54:58

209.138.29.181 writes: ======================================================== Cathi, thanks for the update on Jo. Love, Lynda (nm) Monday, 09-Feb-98 13:00:27

204.49.145.19 writes: ======================================================== Sure thing Cat,and Thank you for passing the info on-sandy :))nfm Monday, 09-Feb-98 13:41:41

204.186.53.25 writes: ======================================================== Thanks for tell US about the info on Jo....Sure am praying for her ...{{{{Hugs}}}}...Sunni Monday, 09-Feb-98 14:40:55

142.177.19.85 writes:

sunnigirl21@yahoo.com ======================================================== ~Prayers going up for our Jo that she has a wonderful, pain free time., now and for always.that she has lots of fun......Joy(eom) Tuesday, 10-Feb-98 12:26:48

209.48.94.249 writes: ======================================================== Re My prayers are with Jo, I wish and pray for her all the time. Love always Jennifer Tuesday, 10-Feb-98 19:02:07

166.82.74.45 writes: ========================================================

You've got my prayers now and forever..Jo is always close to my heart..Julie/shabeck nfm (18-Feb-98 11:09:33) I'm praying for Jo. I always do... Love you Jo. Miki (nm) (18-Feb-98 11:13:01) Had a very encouraging phone conversation with Jo last night! --Melé :o){details} (18-Feb-98 11:51:15) I'm so glad to hear such an encouraging report..Keep those reports coming Mele...Love you and Jo...Julie/shabeck nfm (18-Feb-98 12:14:43) I'm Prayin for Jo...Always have been...and Always will...love ya Jo...{{{Hugs}}}...Sunni (18-Feb-98 12:38:12) I talked to her as well...and she didn't sound that good to me..more inside (18-Feb-98 16:24:49) my prayers and postive thoughts are with you Jo...YOU will get better..and I love you very much sis *hugs* Rachel n/m (18-Feb-98 18:55:33) I guess Jo's chemo is all done by now..I pray all went well and send her love and hugs ..and a kind thought to let her know she is remembered in my heart..n/m (18-Feb-98 14:17:36) My thoughts and prayers will continue.....love to you angie and Jo `rainbow nfm (18-Feb-98 15:50:08) Although I lacked the time and the words to post this morning...Jo was in my thoughts and prayers...Lady Jane *Soft Song* (18-Feb-98 22:01:46) I am with Jo all the way!! Wish I could help her more..Laney (18-Feb-98 22:58:09) My prayers are always with you JoJo...Love and Hugs, Pammie...nm (19-Feb-98 00:02:32) My prayers really go out to Jo and everyone else who needs them. - Gary nm Had a very encouraging phone conversation with Jo last night! --Melé :o){details} Wednesday, 18-Feb-98 11:51:15

208.152.73.173 writes:

When we visited a few days ago Jo was very discouraged; but last night I saw a "new and improved" Jo!

Of course all of you already know how important I believe it is to cultivate "An Attitude of Gratitude" to have a happy life in ANY circumstances, and all the more when facing trying situations.

It was a delight to listen to her tell me the way God has heard her prayers before by giving her the courage to do "her" part. She said that by working two jobs she had been able to pay off her debts and save up enough so she could have her own apartment.

She was positively JOYFUL when she told how thrilled she was when the way opened for her to have the money for the Red CRX she had longed for; and how delighted she was that her parents had such confidence in her. (This was so lovely to hear, I wanted to share it with all of you.)

"You are NEVER alone" I said many times, as I want her to know that God loves her, and her Holas family surrounds her in spirit also! "Just visualize all of us holding hand around your bedside..." was my advice!

We talked about other things she might keep her mind on, as that awful poison enters her body, and I reminded her that it is ONLY attacking her cancer cells, and NOT herself. The chemo is on HER side, not the enemy. But not to fight; just to allow it to do its work.

She said she would focus on her horse! She loves that horse.

I'll be calling again tonight! Keep those prayers ascending!

Love you every one! Melé

Malimali@extremezone.com

I talked to her as well...and she didn't sound that good to me..more inside Wednesday, 18-Feb-98 16:24:49

209.172.210.88 writes:

Mele, you must bring out the best in people...she sounded so scared and in pain when I talked to her. She's my cyber grand daughter...and I love her like my own...I pray she gets her fighting chance...and I'm glad you bring a smile to her voice Mele...Thanks..

Brenda

Additions to Jo's Homepage (more inside) Pat Thursday, 19-Feb-98 04:06:26

38.30.115.143 writes:

Hello Family I have just uploaded her new pages. Jo asked me to up a picture of her favorite flower that she got from her friend Rachel the other day. http://www.geocities.com/BourbonStreet/8085/calalily.html I added another page putting her cats on it. you can see them at http://www.geocities.com/BourbonStreet/8085/dreamcat.html Now to any one that has not been to her front page it can be seen at http://www.geocities.com/BourbonStreet/8085/jodyindex.html I know when she is up to viewing her guest book she would love to see more entrys there. If you go there and has not signed her guest book its at the bottom of that page.